One in All and All Retrieved

ONE IN ALL AND ALL RETRIEVED

Some synchronicities let years go by before they prod us to notice them, imperceptibly at first then more emphatic each time till finally we retrieve them as parts of a whole: delightful morsels to be cherished when looking back at them through time.

One learning experience when out-of-body in the inner realm had me looking up at the horizon from where syllables and words came flashing down towards me and the idea was to make associations with them and between them. It was a challenge. I had always wondered about the origin of language and though this experience not only didn’t answer my questions but added many more it served to make me more aware. Words are worlds, I thought. Continue reading

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Four Seasons

FOUR SEASONS

Snowflakes,
starry winter-flowers
falling from the far-off sky.

Tumbling lightly,
shining brightly,
dancing downward,

piling high
on the town’s tall garden fences,
roofs of houses;
all around
blanketing the whole wide city.

Icicles,
those glittering crystals,
sun-drenched, gleaming,
can be found.

Winter with its pristine beauty,
cold and sunny months is here.
Sledding, skating,
nothing’s finer
on a day
that’s crisp and clear.

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The Bee

THE BEE

A lake that mirrors faithfully
and gives back my reflection
reflects my thoughts.

Oh water, essence of my being,
so still at times,
I dare not breathe.

I feel like sending you my soul, I think,
and right away become the droplet
and then as mist rise upwards
to the sky

while at the same time lazily
I lie among the flowers.

The air is still.

I feel
slight stirrings of a breeze.
A butterfly’s alighting on the jonquils.

I hear the humming of a bee I cannot see,
but sense quite near.
I hope it doesn’t sense my fear.

I quickly think, “Make honey, bee,
and let me be.”

Now I breathe in and out,
and ere I know I am the breeze,
and search the insect out.

“I do not mean you any harm.
See?  Here’s my arm.”

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The Park Bench

THE PARK BENCH
Photo courtesy of Wayne Thiel, www.eyesforart.homestead.com
Photo courtesy Wayne Thiel

Up here,
the sky is menacing,
a cloudbank, dense and dark
when from that bank a light streams forth.

In me it finds its mark,
falls on fall-painted leaves, so soft,
and softens, too, my heart,
and with the stream of light I, too,
fall down into the park.

I’m just one leaf
on one lone tree,
fall to the ground below.

Light, tree and I,
the park bench too,
into one being grow.

I take my pen
and write this down,
the park bench under me.

And passers-by
they smile at me.
The storm has passed us by.

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The Sky and I

THE SKY AND I

American flag
hoisted high by the curb
noisily rattling the glaring sun
two days to Columbus Day.

One autumn leaf,
absent-minded,
joining the ground by my feet.

Car motors, traffic-ribboned,
drowning out leaf sound, bird-song.

How do I seem to you,
leaf, flag, bird?

Ground,
are you waiting for me?

Sky , am I you?
Do we see eye to eye?

Tell me, I’ll listen.

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The Window Pane and I

The Window Pane and I

Seven days of winter rain.
Seems I am the window pane.
Rain-drenched branches weigh the tree,
and my knee is full of pain.

Inner gloom and outer gloom squeeze my heart.
“Time out, make room,” screams my soul.
“Don’t limit me, see how I am truly free,
quite beyond your pane, you see.”

But the talking window pane, replies to this,
“Oh, well, your pain…
self-made, yes, but not in vain.
I’ll be plain, I hope you see,
you created even me.
Countless teardrops fall in me.”

“Yes, dear pane, you’re right,” I shout
and just like that, the sun comes out.
Tree-strung alabaster pearls,
shiny raindrops gleam through swirls of golden dust.

Soon each in turn, and one by one,
squirrels, birds and winter branches,
snow-flecked fields and icy trenches,
even window pane and I
fly and sing and bathe in sun.
Rain and shine, when all is done,
All That Is and I are one.

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On a Moment’s Loan

ON A MOMENT’S LOAN

Dew fresh,
the world is all brand-new,
air-rippled, trembling, crystal-blue.
Beneath the pine,
stand upright, straight,
brown cones
that fell and tumbled down.

Yet now it seems as if they’d grown
in rows of circles ’round the stem,
grown
as if planted there by hand,
grown
from pine needle cushioned ground,
as if they’re rooted there. I’ve found
in nature’s spontaneity
true order,
unsurpassed and free
of my own limiting ideas,
but limitless.

It now appears as if up high
a leaf umbrella shades the sky.
A maple arch forms its own dome
of a cathedral, Gothic style,
which, for a while,
contains my table, bench and chair.
Its walls are made of air on air.

In happiness I close my eyes.
To my surprise
I visit on a moment’s loan my very own
and just as vast, or vaster yet,
dear sunshine-dappled inner home.

June 1986

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Green Greetings

GREEN GREETINGS

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There’s a chubby green face
in the old gnarled tree.
It sits tippy-top on a twig.
It’s got eyes, nose and mouth and …
fancy that:
it’s even got a wig.
Then the wind comes and takes it,
and shakes it about.
It’s got arms now, a body.
It is without doubt a green little fellow
with the face of a troll.
He keeps looking at me, right into my soul
while he moves, twists and turns and startles me so.
I wished he’d turn ’round, or at least look away,
but he stares and he stares, so long as I stay.
So I finally turn ’round.
He is just in my mind!
But his eyes bore right through me from behind.
About face I turn.
I can’t stand it much longer,
just to encounter that stare even stronger.
Whoops, a squirrel lands near him
and gives him a shove.
There!
His eyes grow so gentle, almost with love.
Then he lets me go free?
But that green little fellow who now full of glee
is grinning a green grin from ear to ear
is sending his leaf-green greetings to me:
From his eye falls a raindrop, big as a tear.
And now I am happy.
I had nothing to fear.
That dear, wise, old wonderful tree
loves and protects even me.

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Strictly for the Birds

Strictly For The Birds

While reading I can hear you sing
insisting so
to put away my book
and pay attention to your thrills,
your songs, your company.

You sit there, then you fly amongst the treetops
and amongst green leaves
which are the leaves of your own books
and are mine too;
for in those leaves I find my soul refreshed.

Your song? It lifts my soul.
This poem? I must dedicate to you with thanks. But look!
It saddens me to think what you must think of ME, but please!
Take better aim and spare my book!

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Bluebells

Bluebells

Bluebells, how they dance and swing on the meadow
where they bring heav’n to earth! I hear them ring
faintly first, then, as they cling globe to globe
they seem to sing cherished melodies of old.

Oh,
the joy
just to behold
those perfect bells
amongst leaf green,
sky-color-dipped
by hands unseen,
roots gripped firmly
in rich earth: a miracle
a ransom’s
w
o
r
t
h
!

Ute Kaboolian

 

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